Full title: '8 hours is too f***ing long to be stuck in the back of my mother's car.'





But I'll get to that in a minute.
Firstly, I'd like to apologize to anybody I promised writing/drawings to that I haven't done yet... been really distracted and in a funny mood, but I swear I'm going to get to it very, very soon. Pinky promise!! ^^

That includes the 6th chapter of "Everybody lies" for those of you who read it and are wondering WTH the rest of it is... SRY SRY SRY. It's coming to a dA near you very soon!

Man, I was on a roll with updating, too. OH WHELL. >|
Besides some requests, I'm not really doing much of anything. Just melting in the heat, getting sick, being in a weird mood, blah blah blah awkward stuffs nobody wants me to talk about. SO I WON'T. x 3 x

Back to tonight's story:


For some of you who didn't know (I should've sent out a memo on sparkly pink paper >.> ) I went to visit my grandma in Springville, NY last weekend.
'Case you don't know your NY cities, Springville is way waaay up there... it's practically in Canada; srsly, they have winter for about 10 months outta the year. D:
So me, my lil brother, and the 'rents piled into the car early early early Friday morning, and drove up there.

It took 8 hours.

8.

Mother.

F***ing.

HOURS.

And that was only one way. ..... x . x

I think I might go deaf in the near-future, b/c I spent the whole 8 hours in the car, there AND back, listening to music non-stop. There are music notes impaled in my brain, WHEE.

At any rate, we had a pretty good time catching up with the family. I hadn't seen my grandma for over a year before this, so I was really glad to see her again C:
It made me really nostalgic, and I wish we'd spent more than a weekend there, but oh well...
I love my grandma's house so very much... we used to spend every Christmas, Thanksgiving, etc. in that house with all of my relatives (The house is freaking HUGE. and PINK! :'D) and I didn't realize how much I missed it there D:

It was just my family and my grandma and her hubby (grandpa don) there, but my aunt and some cousins dropped by to say hi. I got to see my cousin's daughter, who was but a wee baby last time I saw her. Now she's running around like a loose firework and speaking in articulate sentences. It was freakin' adorable, albeit a bit startling. >.>;

Our two dogs, Murphy and Josie, were with us, and we took them for walks in the downtown, which was entertaining, until we did it at night. o ___ o

One night in particular, me and my dad saw some creepy shit... the weirdest being what LOOKED like an attempted attack (We saw this girl and her boyfriend fighting, then the girl yells and walks away, and the guy goes CHARGING after her, like he was gonna knock her over. He just sorta stopped and walked next to her, though, and we were like WTH O__O; ), and a van that said "Friendship express" on the side (NOT kidding... I wasn't sure whether to laugh or run ).
Also, we saw two really REALLY creepy trucks... one went driving past a park while we were passing through. He went about 3 miles per hours and just sorta rolled on by. I thought it was a pedo looking for children to steal, my dad thought maybe they were doing drugs in the car. Idk, but they passed by again a few minutes later. Sketchyyyyy.
The second truck we think was driven by a drunk guy, b/c he was driving really crazy... not as frightening as the first, but still scary. .___.

Where the hell are the cops when you need them?!?! Dx

At any rate, we came home on Sunday, we left early early early again, and I had only gotten 3 hours of sleep the night before because I'm pretty sure the bed I slept on was made of STYROFOAM D<

I'm home now, and so very very glad to be here. x________x

Anywho, I just wanted a quick update, which is never really quick at all. Bah.

Normally writing journals makes me feel better, which is why I'm writing this one... but it's not doing much for me. *mumblegrumble*

I was gonna write more, and now I can't remember what it was about, so meh. Shutting up now.

ILY ALL. 'case you forgot.

W/ lurve and pirate bandaids,

~Roxas


P.S.
it's hot. That is all.

Okay, it just occured to me, as I sit in the computer lab at the URI campas during orientation, that I didn't actually tell anybody that I was going to orientation.

Well, I'm there already.
For all of today (i had to get here at 8:30 x.x) and most of tomorrow, I'll be stuck here. In case you guys are wondering if I fell of the face of the earth, well I haven't

Be back tomorrow... I'll update this journal later


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EDIT:
(if you don't want to read all this crap, scroll to the bottom for the important stuffs! :I )

Lol I promised that I'd update this journal a long time ago xD
well.....whoops? >.>

Bahaa... orientation was so long ago. I already forgot half of what happened xD;
But I told most of you what happened in real life so... w/e man.

Firstly i'll explain the title, cos those of you i haven't spoken to won't get it. When we first got to orientation, we met up with our leader and our group (we didn't get to chose so I was with people I didn't know ) and we needed a team name and a team cheer. And our group leader was SO VERY GAY I LOVE HIM LOLOL.

And I must say, Sir Ramalot is just about the greatest team name i've ever heard ever. Especially because of our cheer. It went a-little somethin' like this:

SIR RAMALOT SAYS:
RAMMY GOT BACK! *smacks ass* WOO!

Bwahaha!! X3 we did that cheer a bazillion times that day... twas quite entertaining to us, while also being terrifying to all the other groups! A twofer!
We also played a buncha games to break the ice, so it wasn't as boring as I thought it'd be, and our group leader threw candy at us!! An offering of love in a violent form, I love it love it love it fufufu~ C:

The team leaders also gave us a MAGICALLY DELICIOUS MUSICAL WELCOME which was GODDAMN ENTERTAINING. I wish I'd had a camera with me, srsly. > w >
Also, there was a talent show. Julianne's cousin did a swing-dancing routine with this guy in her group, and for our group, well... we had a kid that could kick himself in the head.

No, I shit you not.

And then i got to get my classes and a buncha other not-so-entertaining-or-sugar-filled stuffs, but that's okay. Because that night, me and amanda got together and watched Anchor man (BAXTER NOO! D: )while listening to the carnage that was the inhabitants of four floors grouping onto one floor for a MASSIVELY DESTRUCTIVE pillow fight. I feared for my life, folks. And for the lives of the pillows.

That first entry, I might add, was written before any of this fun shit happened, and before i made any friends (Kate and Black-shirt were mah orientation peeps OYEA) and I was feeling very lonely and sad and the like. So ignore the emo saddy face at the end C:


I promised you peeps that i'd give you guys a summary of some of my stories so you could tell me which to go on.... so yea..... If i don't do it now i'll never do it so nya xP

Story 1 that i'm working on whether you like it or not o 3 o

Zemyx (Demyx/Zexion) Fic: Everybody lies:
I already put two of the chapters up and I'm working on the third atm. There will be much fluff and boy-love and all that sexy stuff, as well the type of pain and angst and DRAMA that comes with a story set in a hospital. ^ 3 ^ SO ENJOY THAT. You should go read it... yea... like now, man >.> (there shall be House references in it.... so look foreward to that hoho)

Mah first ever song fic! Akuroku: Fade and forget

If you want to listen to the song, go to youtube and looks up Forget it by Breaking Benjamin. Basically it's a sad fic about what roxas goes through after Axel dies. OH, THE PAIN. THE TEARS. THE MORE PAIN. THE SEASALT ICE CREAM. IT'S ALL TOO MUCH!! D:

...lawl

I may or may not write another Akuroku fic, depending on if people would read it and like the style of my zemyx... ja. This one would not be sad, it would be happy and fluffy and sugar-coating. OH THE LURVE. CAN YOU FEEL IT?

(i'm really diggin' on the caps lock today, canyatell?)

ALSO. I will probably end up writing an Alexander fanfic for Lina and Xiggy... but first I have to see the movie >.>;
Incase you didn't realize by the "for Lina and Xiggy" part... OH YES. THERE WILL BE YAOI. BAHA IT'S JUST EVERYWHERE.

ALSO~ I'm trying to motivate myself to go back and re-start some of my older fics... for two of them I have the first chapter up here, so check those out if you like dark horror stories xD And for the other I have a random chapter in the middle of the story up here...
and... what's that? You guessed it, folks! There's a gay couple in it!! (and a lesbian one later one :'D) HOHO SOMEBODY STOP ME.
lmfao i'm a silly


ANYWHO. If you've read any of the stories I put up or like the sound of any that I haven't, let me know.
PLUS. If ANYBODY has any requests for a story, whether it's a full story or something short like a songfic, lemme know!! I get WAY more motivated to write when I know that at least one person will read (and hopefully like) what I write!! :3 *swing looooow sweet seeeeelf-essteeeem*

Oh, and so some of you aren't freaked... when I say there are gay people in my stories, I mean there are scenes like
guy: >////< ilu!
other guy: ilu2!
guy and other guy: :'D *cuddle tiems*
I won't write dirty stuffs in my stories unless somebody requests it!! lmfao but i'll warn you guys before hand... maybe >D


Aaaaand that's really all I hafta say :3 HORRAH FOR SHIT NOONE CARES ABOUT YEA! *gits down*


OH WAIT. lawl I forgot the important thing again >:3

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IMPORTANT READ EVEN IF YOU HAVEN'T READ ANYTHING ELSE PLZ K THX :9

For those of you who don't have/don't use/aren't friend with me on facebook, I'm having my graduation/summer party on July 18th at my house!
It's just a casual hang-out thingie... we'll hang out outside, in the barn, play games, eat food, etc. And if anybody wants to stay over, I have a futon for sleepover purposes :3
Oh, and if you all stay past dark (and by that i mean WHEN you all stay after dark >D ) we can light a fire and make shmooorey goodness ^^

Lemme know if there's any info on there that you guys need!! I lurve you all more than I love the fact that i FINALLY figured out what...

OTL means!!! WAHAHAHA!!! > 3 <

~Roxas the heartless wonder

EDIT 2: I dunno if the thingie told you guys that this was updated so I'm putting it again and unchecking the "this is minor aka i hate you" box >3

First of all, before I forget, here's my results for the infamous "Dante's Inferno" test that dori's been a-spreadin' around ;D

(For those of you who haven't taken it yet, It's a test about which level of hell you'll be going to (for the link check dori's journal) )

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the..... *drum roll*....

First Level of Hell - Limbo

Charon ushers you across the river Acheron, and you find yourself upon the brink of grief's abysmal valley. You are in Limbo, a place of sorrow without torment. You encounter a seven-walled castle, and within those walls you find rolling fresh meadows illuminated by the light of reason, whereabout many shades dwell. These are the virtuous pagans, the great philosophers and authors, unbaptised children, and others unfit to enter the kingdom of heaven. You share company with Caesar, Homer, Virgil, Socrates, and Aristotle. There is no punishment here, and the atmosphere is peaceful, yet sad.


Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | High
Level 1 - Limbo | Very High
Level 2 | Very Low
Level 3 | Low
Level 4 | Very Low
Level 5 | Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very Low
Level 7 | Low
Level 8- the Malebolge | Low
Level 9 - Cocytus | Low

For the descriptions of the different levels, go here: [link]
Take the test: [link]


Which tells me two things: 1) I'm better than all of you bastards >:3

and 2) You all lead much funner lives than I do D:


And now, onto the journaling.

I haven't updated in a long, long while, and for that I apologize. I'd like to say I've been busy, but we all know that's a big fat smelly lie, I've just been a lazy bastard as per usual xD (hey, at least i'm aware of it)

Senior year passed by like a freakin' flash, man.... I can't believe it's over already!! D:
So, let's see... in honor of the new step in all our lives (aka college, aka HELL) I got a haircut a whiiiiiiiiiiiiiile ago. Seriously, this is old news, but I'll put it here anyways
The hair-cut really helped when I was cosplaying for Anime boston (I was mello, for those of you who didn't see the pics) And I'm thinkin of making that one of my major cosplays, as soon as I fix up the costume a little. I'll post some full-body pics of me as mello and you can tell me what you think. (Although I may not do the scars.... Xiggy did an amazing job on them for the convention <3 )

HOEKAY. So senior things.... Senior week was pretty freakin' awesome, I must say...

Class day was boring as hell, and a bit emotional for some of us (I say some of us, because I was too far asleep to actual feel any emotion other than SLEEPY. anyone with me there?)
And then there was prom. I must agree with the rest and say that the highlight was the "I'm on a boat" song xD I've never heard a more heavily-censored song in all my life. But did I fill in the blanks at the top of my lungs? YOU BET IT DID. >D
OH. Plus the chocoalate fountain MADE MY LIFE. Freakin amazing. I touched nothing but the marshmallows, though, and who can blame me?
Honors night isn't even worth mentioning... I got no scholarships b/c i suck and it was long and boring and blah blah blah. Congrats to Andi and Cabbage, though, you guys deserve them <3
And then there was Six flags. All I can say is this: F***ING AMAZING I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW. KTHXBAI. xD I plucked up my courage enough to go on the Bizzaro AND MAN WAS IT WORTH THE HEART FAILURE. Srsly, the aftermath of the tea cups was worse than the aftermath of the STEEPEST STEEL ROLLER COASTER IN NEW ENGLAND WTFLOLOL. xD Damn my friends and their epic spinning abilities. I almost heaved, i hope you're happy.

Senior banquet was extremely depressing, with all the vids and the teachers being there to say goodbye... yea. Plus, me and Julianne were the last people there, so we were just.. like... chilling. And freaking Mr. Mcdonald out by taking random pics of things. Lawl.

Aaaand then graduation. Also long and boring, but very sad too. My brother wasn't there cos he was off at Bonaroo in Tennessee, which is basically like a modern version of Woodstock (they found a dead body there after everybody left... which is a little bit creepy o.O ) and I couldn't find where my parents were sitting, but oh well. I still have the rose they gave us, I couldn't decide which family member to give it too, as well as a chocolate rose Hope gave me :'D
And I did like a little pansy-assed version of the hat-toss, cos i didn't want to lose it xD So like... a foot or so in the air about a half-dozen times... that's about equal to a full-scale throw, right? XD naw, but that's okay.

I got to wear a different tassel, which was cool... It was to show that I'm a member of the honor society thingie.... and I got bullied in the line because of it D:
dumb people can be hurtful ; - ;
lol BUT OH WELL.

And speaking (typing, w/e) of graduation, I finally decided on a date!!! Again, if you know me in real life and like me enough to actually READ THIS FAR INTO MY GOD-AWFUL LONG JOURNALS, then consider yourself invited :3
It's gonna be July 18th (I know, a long ways away, so it's basically gonna be a graduation/summer party) cos there's some family/friends in New York that want to come, so i gotsta give them tons of notice.

In other news (this just reminded me of it) I THINK MY GOING TO COLLEGE HAS TURNED MY PARENTS INSANE. And no, I'm not kidding... they've been freaking me out lately >.>;;;;

but I'll talk about that another day.
Besides my parents losing it, there's also been some family troubles... the same stuff I wrote about a while ago that I said I couldn't talk about... but if you promise not to laugh at me, then I'll tell one or two of you, cos i need to talk to somebody x.x;

Atm, there's not much going on... I've gone from being obsessed with Spore, to Roller Coaster Tycoon, and now Zoo tycoon. ARGH. I need something else to do other than rot my brains with video games x.X
Which brings me to my last point of the day.
I'm going to be writing ALOT more now that I've got lotsa free time. I've even been trying my hand at poems (don't laugh, and don't worry I won't be posting them >.> cos i'm a cowardly pansy) First order of writing business is to get the first chapter of the Zemyx fic I'm writing for dori up... it's been taking me forever, so sorry my love!! D:

Also, I've been debating which of the fics I put up here I should work on first... or If i should start something new. So, If you possess an unprecedented amount of patients and a love of causing yourself much pain that caused you to actually read all the writing i've put up here,please tell me which you like best or which you think i should continue with first.
If you haven't read all of them, then I'll put up summaries of a few stories in a new journal in a few days, to give you an idea. So fear not, O lazy friends of mine. No work need be done to help your blonde friend

Also, some drawings that don't make me want to jump off of something will be making an appearance on here.... WAIT, SARA, WHUT, YOU'RE ACTUALLY GONNA BE PUTTING ARTS ON AN ARTS WEBSITE THISISMADESS LOLOL.

no. this is not madness....

THIS

IS


THE END OF THIS JOURNAL.

see what I did there? ;D

With lurve and cookies,
~Roxas/Sara

xoxo

P.S. I don't mind that the mood thingie Isn't fixed yet... "bemused" pretty much describes me all the time xD

...we will party hearty.

OKAY. In case any of you guys don't look at your facebook/aren't friends with me on facebook/forget things between the time you look at facebook and come onto devaitnart, I've decided to harrass you guys on here as well.
HORRAH.

Anyways, this is a reminder that my birthday party is on the 11th (this saturday) at my house (ask if you don't know where that is, or are one of the people who forget things)

The party starts at 3, ends whenever you feel like leaving!

My friends requested it be a pirate-themed party. Others suggested a penis-theme. So, It'll probably be one or the other. Or both. Unless I forget.

Uhm... what were we talking about?
>.>

oh yea! The party. You should come. Yea.

I TRIED sending a note to all of you, but FREAKING DEVART WON'T LET ME SEND TO MORE THAN ONE PERSON!! D:<
So um... I ended up accidentally sending one to just Lina. SRY LINA! xD but seeing as this will be the third invite you get, you'd better come

Anywho. I'm assuming if you're good enough friends with me that you read my journals, then you're a good enough friend to wanna come to my birthday party. Even if you don't know what to get me.

that reminds me... for all of you people who don't know what to get me....

FOOD. FOOD. F-O-O-D. FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. I'm very easy to please!!! If you can't find/are too lazy to get me video games, books, manga, DVDs, or anything sparklie like you all know I like, then for god's sake, go get me food. I like food. The food network is like porn to me.

GAWDS. I'm not so complicated!! >.>


ANYWHO. I WAS TAGGED I FORGET BY WHO.
Oh yea, brady. Goddamn you xD
I add this because otherwise this Journal would be downright small. AND WE ALL KNOW THAT'S NOT HOW I ROLL.
If my journal doesn't make you wanna gouge your eyes out with a rusty spork just so you never have to read again, WELL THEN I HAVEN'T DONE MY JOB.
So here goes


If there were a movie about your life, what kind of soundtrack it would have?
1. Put your Windows media player, iTunes, etc. on shuffle
2. For each scene, press the next button to get your ST for that scene.
3. Do not cheat! You must write down that song (and artist) name, no matter how stupid or unsuitable it is!
4. Tag four people.


OPENING: Good, by: Better than Ezra (Life is gewwwwwd. For someone else, I'm sure. Just kidding. Sort of)

WAKING UP: Breathing, by: Yellowcard (Er, I would hope so. Otherwise waking up would lead to much of the brain-eating, no?)

A REGULAR DAY: Give it all, by: Rise Against (LOL. Look! My itunes understands irony! :'D)

WORK: Sunshine (go away today) by: Jonathan Edwards (Yes, the sunshine certainly does go away when I think about work... Not that I ACTUALLY work, haha, god, no!!)

STRESS: Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds by: The beatles (hmm... so you're saying that when i'm stressed, I should do LSD. Well, I suppose it can't hurt, amiright?)

HOBBY: Walk this Way by: Aerosmith (Why yes, Magical music tag, I do enjoy a good walk now and then. I walk this way, and that way, and slantways. And I didn't even know that way possible)

A DAY OFF: Schadenfreude by: Avenue Q (You're right! I DO enjoy other's misery on my days off! That's uncanny)

SUNSET: Here’s to the Night by: Eve 6 (This one kinda freaked me out when It came up... I think this tag is a witch)

FULL MOON: She by: Greenday (well, the lyrics might not fit, but the screaming does!! I just can't stop myself howling at the full moon like a crazy person. I'm sure i'm not the only one.
...am I? Huh. oh well)

FALL IN LOVE: Love me Do by: The Beatles (Now I know this tag is a witch. It turned me into a newt)

A DATE: 99 Red Balloons by: Goldfinger (holy cripes, If a guy ever took me to release 99 red balloons for a date, I would lose my FRICKIN mind <3)

WALKING IN THE RAIN: Ready to Fall by: Rise Against (well, sure, a-hole, If i was standing on a "rooftop" in the rain, I probably would fall off!!)

FIGHT!: When you’re Evil by: Voltaire (So, you're saying that I'd be FIGHTING evil, or that in a fight I would BE evil...? Eh, either one is probably true.)

HASSLE: Falling Away from Me by: Korn (I'd kinda hope that the problem falls away from me, instead of the other way around. I don't land gracefully)

RECONCILIATION: Who invited You by: The Donnas (I would say something tool-ish like this to someone. lesigh)

A SECRET LOVE: Going the Distance by: Cake (pffffffffffft ahahah!! This is funny, right, because it's a song about masterbation!! HAHAHAHgross.)

HEARTBREAK: She’s A Rebel by: Greenday (uhh, I'm sorta the anti-rebel over here, unless a guy went off to FIND a rebel, in which case, he can keep the STDs)

LIFE IS OKAY: Golden by: Fall Out Boy (The song title sounds nice, but the lyrics don't fit. Goddamn you and your contradictory song titles, FOB!)

PARTY!: Where is the Love? By: Black Eyed Peas (yea, where IS the love?? D: more importatnly, WHERE'S THE LOVE FOR ME?! ...and raping me doesn't count, dammit)

A HAPPY MOMENT WITH FRIENDS: Empty Apartment by: Yellowcard (errr.... If i ever went into an 'empty apartment' with my friends... well... I don't even wanna know the kinds of shenanagans we'd get into)

DISAPPOINTMENT: Get a Clue by: Simon and Milo (This tag is extremely insensitive)

HOLIDAYS: I’m Just a Kid by: Simple Plan (yea. holiday's are kind of a nightmare when I get together with my crazy-ass relatives. Things are thrown. Sharp things)

DRIVING A CAR: Figure 0.9 by: Linkin Park (HEY! Shuttup! I'm a good driver!... sortof)

GET-TOGETHER: Wake me up When September Ends by: Greenday (Hey!... well, actually, I do tend to sleep alot when I hang out with friends. It's all the rape, it's exhausting.)

MEMORIES: 2 am by: Anna Nalick (Uh, most of the memories I have of 2 am involve, you know, SLEEPING)

HAPPY DANCE: A Star is Born from Hercules (lol, I love this movie. And I would totally do a victory dance to this song, while the rest of my friends look on in horror)

GOING TO SLEEP: Strawberry fields forever by: The Beatles (Again, you're right. Doing drugs would probably make sleeping alot more interesting too)

SUCCEEDING: In this World (murder) by: Good Charlotte (Uh, so.. you're telling me... that.. I can succeed at ... commiting murder. I don't know that i'll be taking your word on that..)

OBLIVION: Crawling in the Dark by: Hoobastank (insert witty and slightly suggestive comment here)

NIGHT WITH SOMEONE: Animals (LOL oh that is so wrong… this whole song is about two people screwin’ in the guys car, like… well, animals. I think my itunes is calling me a slut.)

LONG NIGHT ALONE: Hold my Hand by: Hootie and the Blowfish (*sigh* I wish I had a wooden hand like dori, then I actually COULD hold someone's hand when I'm alone. Because that wouldn't be sad or creepy at all)

THE LAST FIGHT: Happiness and the Fish by: Our Lady Peace (Um, what? I guess this is saying that my 'last fight' is going to be... a fight against depression. Oh thanks, itunes)

DEATH: Hit the Floor by: Linkin Park (Ah, well. Who wants to die a nice, peaceful death, anyways?)

ENDING: Loser by: Beck (Oh, so perfect. Pretty much sums up my life, yes? XD)


Drive-by Body Pierce!

And that's all she wrote! and I tag... whoever hasn't done this. Unless you forget.

What was I doing?

~Roxas